People suck... LOL

Ok, i'm gonna vent for a min, because it just kinda iritates me. And me being preggo and it just increases it.

Ever have that friend or friends that you were really close to and then all of a sudden something happens and yall drift apart? Well that seems to have happened to me with several people. And it really kinda pisses me off. People I have cared about for years have disapeared off of the face of the planet, either they don't call, write, text or anything or they don't respond to any of those things. That just kinda pisses me off. I can understand if they are busy. But if something important happens in their life and I am used to being the one they come to, then all of a sudden they stopped doing such things? It's just kinda wierd. It's like what did I do wrong? What did i do to piss them off? grrr. Kinda like, my Maid of honor, who used to be one of my best friends has just disapeared. I love her tons and tons. and poof gone. I get info from other people about her, but she doesn't call or anything. Last time I even talked to her was like after I quit my job and found out i was preggo back in october. And then an old friend of mine who now lives in Oklahoma comes out of the wood work once in awhile, but doesn't stick around to talk to me much. Yet another person i love tons and tons, as a good friend. It's kinda depressing. I love talking to the people I get to talk to every day and I thourghly enjoy that. Just wished I could actually have more people to hang out with. sigh. So Hopefully those two people have read this and will actually call or email or something so I know what's up. And for everyone else, Thanks for reading my bitchiness lol. I needed to vent and well this is really the only way I can vent at the moment. Ya know? after 11pm at night and home alone sucks. And mostly everyone else is in bed.

Thanks
Chelle

Bored again.

Another day of boredom. And I am starting to get a migrane. How exciting! Anyways, as of this week I am 17 weeks pregnant and am actually starting to show. HOW COOL right? It's cool except for the fact that i already have to start buying maternity clothes. None of my pants fit. lol.

Not really much else goin on, Scott is back on graveyards and so I spend a good majority of my day by myself it seems. He sleeps when he gets home but at least wakes up early enough to spend some time with me before he goes to work.

I have updated the poetry blog. I have started to just add all of the poetry I have. I've got about 23 pages worth transfered over so if you are interested in reading it go for it. :)

A new year and no resolutions....

Yup that's right, I have decided not to make any New Years resolutions. Why you ask? Because a. I never go through with them and B. I really couldn't think of any. LOL I know lame huh..

For those who visit my blog and are old Idaho Interactive people or Idahosbest people that have not registered on IdahoInteractive.com DO SO! And if you aren't really into that you can come hang out with me on #idahosbest on the Zirc server on IRC. I am there most of the time when i'm paying attention. If i don't say anything that just be patient i'll be there at some point. And for others who are neither and wish to talk to me either about my blog or my poetry blog <> Message me at Little_ninjette2002 at Yahoo.

Yup I really don't have much to post. Scott has gone back to graveyards so I feel more alone than usual. i am alone during the day till like 5 and then during the night from 11pm on it kinda sucks. So maybe we should all throw a party sometime or something. lol.. j/k